I believe

I believe

Across the mountain, there is a village;

where flowers bloom and birds sing,

clouds are pearls 

adoring the blue sky;

trees are giants

acting like bodyguards;

I can lay down on the grass

safe and sound

listen to 

wind's whispering 

I believe 

Beyond the village, there is another mountain;

the winding path

like a prolonged play that's never end

like your favorite song which you can't stop listening 

like the memories you have with your favorite people

I'm afraid, so I hesitate 

I'm curious, so I struggle 

I'm confused, because I lost my way

I believe 

If I stay

I would be the happiest person in the world

I believe 

If I leave 

I would fall to the ground and break into pieces

I also believe 

Staying, is an ending

But leaving, is a start of another adventure!

I want to try 

and try hard

I will be the Queen of my own fate

I am already the King of my own soul

A Traveller

You stock in my head 

like a stone stokes in a gap

like a tree root deeps in the soil

like a sentimental rock sinks in the undersea

like the greenhouse gas keep absorbing  heat 

like the plates of Earth that keep colliding

like the "global warming" project that keep popping in my head

You are hard to read 

like a mysterious novel that keeps me thinking 

like an abstract poem that I never understand 

like a prolonged play that eats a big chunk of my time 

but in the end I find it impossible to finish reading 

because it's so long 

like a woman's long dress that makes her stumble

like the stem of a Douglas that keeps extending 

like the Nile river,

which you can never see a confluence from one point 

When I was defected by frustration 

You came to my life like a beam of light 

Although, it was a light of a pale moon

Or a light of a fire beetle 

However, it flys into my heart and light up my whole world

I was too young, too naive

too easy to be affected 

too blind to see the inherence

And you 

like a wind that brings me cool and fresh air

And you

like the sunset which amazes me but soon brings out darkness

And you

a traveler, getting on the train 

No one knows where you will go

but indeed 

you will not return

and I 

will no longer stay

A Chalk

So much depends 

upon

a flat white 

chalk 

shortens when teachers 

write 

pulverize to realize 

dreams

In China, we used blackboard in class, therefore a chalk is necessary. As an object, the chalks have all of my respect. When I was young; when I still had all of the vividness in my mind. I asked my teacher if the chalk has a sence of pain, would it cry as hard as I cut my finger? My teacher told me that the pain the chalk has endured is way harder than I think. It's hard to see a blackboard now, it has been replaced by the electronic whiteboard. And the chalk which I have ever concerned about, seems already accomplished its duty. Howcome, I have a sence of lose and grief. The chalks fade out of our lives silently, no one would think about them again. Their dedication and contribution are too small to be noticed. But meanwhile, they are essential and important which suppose to be memorized.

Empty Heart

Is there a place

where birds Twitter and flower bloom?

Is there a place

where snow melt and river flow?

If so, will my prince take me there?

Once upon a time,

a little princess was restrained in a tower.

She bathed her face with sorrow

cracked her nail with anger.

She was thirsty of love and freedom.

She has been waiting for

for a brave man of her dreams to take her away.

A prince came,with golden sword and silver armor. 

He killed the evil dragon and freed the princess.

He affected her by passion,

touched her heart by sincerity.

A brand new life started.

The good time was brilliant as sunshine,

short as firework.

a nightmare came,

and pull everything into darkness.

Little princess lost her way,

her heart full of loneliness and despair.

A few years later.

He found her on Snow Mountain .

He was still handsome,genial and earnest.

The golden sword was still bright.

He tried to warm her heart,

but he failed.

She was cooled down by snow,

She was empty as a toy.

But when she realized,

he was gone forever.

This is how the story end.

"The Whispers"

Clouds cover the sky like the way the tears blind my sight.

I miss her bright eyes,

I miss her sweet smile;

She is clear as crystal and brilliant as sunlight.

I love her, but she is gone.

I am alone.

Darkness fills my world,

I live with a dead heart.

I am pacing on the street,

I don't know where to go,

I don't know where I belong.

In the shadow of the grey wall

Where Hollyhocks grow.

Their stems are brittle, 

But their faces are vigorous.

They rely on the poles,

Fight to grow, struggling to raise.

"Fair flowers, why are you so desperate?" 

"For the beautiful summer and my short life."

The wind blows, they start whispering.

"Staying here where flowers bloom and sunshine remains."

"Staying here where happiness lies and hope resides.”

"I will." I answer,anxiously. 

"I will live every present moment to the fullest."

"I will one day get ride of the chains and free myself.

The wind blows, they stop whispering.

Poor young man, why are you so despairing?

"For my departing love and the unbearable pain."

Life has never been simple, 

It's filled with grief and difficulties,

but it's also filled with pleasure and amenities.

Happiness will finally come to someone who waits patiently.

Sunrise will arrive,

if you keep believing.

For Bruce

Under the sea, within the darkness;

where a submarine lay, helplessly.

The air filled with fear and despair,

Survivors were facing death.

Someone had to choose: 

To be guilty or not guilty.

A choice has been made, cruelly.

A kind-hearted sinner, suffered and bore the pain himself.

He struggled, and struggled.

Finally he took the responsibility.

He made his sacrifices and died without regret.

How can I tolerate this man?

He killed a lot of innocents.

Why am I feel so sad?

The sadness comes, it makes me believe

Who is the real saint.

I respect him.

Pat used to live in a pleasant live. He got marriage with someone he loved. It all seemed great, until one day he found out his wife has slept with someone else. He blew up and hit the man nearly to death. He was considered to be a mental patient and sent to the hospital. Eight months later, Pat's mom takes him out of the hospital. Pat is free now. However he is restrained by the past. He cannot get things going properly. He still acts crazy sometimes. A marriage can be destroyed easily as well as a human's life. But if we keep working hard and stay positive,we will have a shot at silver lining. A person shows up in Pat's life. Her name is Tiffany. She has had a brokenhearted marriage as well. Losing someone you love is painful, it will blank your mind and push you into darkness. Tiffany acted crazy after her husband died. She was sent to a mental hospital and forced to get medicines. But even the medicines cannot help to recover the wound. She needs someone who can be relied on. The future is filled off probabilities, she thought she might not be fall in love again, but Pat's presence changes her whole life. A romantic comedy begins. 

Why is this movie so attractive? It's not only because of the interesting plot or the fabulous actors. It's not just a simple love story. It also talk about attitude and humanity. “My heart always has a dark place, but I love it...” Tiffany says. Nobody can be perfect. We can be jealous,crazy and vicious. But all those negative emotions belong to us and make us a real human being. That is humanity, the most nature and wild part of a human. We suppose to face them in the right way instead of ignoring them.

 The cloud will roll away as the sun rise higher. Happiness is not to far to reach, it’s around you, you just haven’t notice yet. Life will never be easy, we have to fight for everything. Being yourself and doing everything you can, if you stay positive and excelsior, you will have a shot at a sliver lining.